Stephanie Mckim

Ponca City High School

Class of 1995

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Stephanie Mckim - Class of 1995 - Ponca City High School

First Name	Stephanie
Last Name	Mckim
Graduation Year	Class of 1995
Gender	Female
Current Location	Ponca city
Hometown	Ponca City, Oklahoma
Relationship Status	It's complicated
About Me	IM FAR FROM PERFECT NEVER CLAIM TO B I AM NOT AS BAD AS THE TALK ABOUT ME AND HAVE SECRETS ILL NEVER TELL IM VERY DISAPOINTED IN HOW I TURNED OUT I HAVE MANY REGRETS AND WISH I HADNT DONE THATS IVE LOVED TO MUCH IVE LOVED TO LITTLE I QUIT TOO MUCH AND QUIT TO LITTLE WOULDNT LET THINGS GO AND LET GO TO FAST IVE ACTED OUT OF ANGER AND ACTED OUT OF SPITE AND DAMN NEAR CHANGED MY NAME TO ILL HAVE MY REVENGE BY TONIGHT IVE LISTENED TO MUCH AND ANALIZED SHIT TO DEATH AND LISTENED TO LITTLE WHEN IT WAS SOMETHING I SHOULD HAVE HEARD IVE SQUANDERED AWAY MY MONEY LIKE I HAD HOLES IN MY POCKETS FORGETTING ABOUT THE NEEDS OF TOMORROW IVE IGNORED ONES WHO NEEDED ME AND PUSHED MYSELF ON ONES WHO DIDNT IVE LIED LIKE THE DEVIL TO SAVE A LITTLE PAIN AND TOLD HARSH TRUTH WHEN A LIE WOULD HAVE BEEN BETTER IVE WALKED DOWN STRAIGHT AND NARROW CLEAN AS A WHISLE RIGHT AS CAN B LANE AND IVE SLITHERED DOWN EVIL CROCKED AS A POLITION GONNA GET U ROAD IVE TRYED TO DECIDE AND FIND WHO I AM AND WHEN ID GET CLOSE ID LET HER WANDER OFF AGAIN I THINK ITS CAUSE IF I FACE THE BITTER TRUTH IVE ALL READY FOUND ME AND DONT LIKE HER AT ALL CAUSE SHES NOT VERY SMART SHES MADE EVERY CHOICE BOTH GOOD AND THE BAD AND USUALLY SCREWED ON PURPOSE RATHER DO RIGHT AND B GOOD I DONT UNDERSTAND ME IM SURE OF THAT I KNOW BUT WHAT I FEEL INSIDE IS DIFFERENT THAN ANYONE KNOWS MY CHOICES AND DECISIONS ARE OFTEN USED TO DEFINE STEPHANIE BUT WHAT I DO AND WHAT I FEEL IS TWO DIFFERENT THINGS I OFTEN USE SPITE AS FUEL AND REBELLION AS FIGHT AND ITS ALL JUST A HEDGE TO COVER MY BIG WEAKENED HEART I AM CURSED WITH A DISABILITY I CALL IT FROM BIRTH AND I PROTECT IT FROM SHOWING LIKE ONE WOULD A OUTTA DISFIGURE OR A UN NORMAL GROWTH OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT IVE HID MY PROBLEM GREATLY AND BARED IT ALL TO PPL WHO ONLY USED IT TO TAKE ADVANTAGE HURT ME AND LAUGH IM CURSED WITH A ABNORMAL HEART THAT FEELS TO MUCH THAT DREAMS MORE THAN ANY AND LOVES WAY TO DAMN MUCH ALL THAT I MENTIONED CAN ONLY BRING ONE THING A LIFETIME OF TROUBLE HEARTACHE AND PAIN IVE GROANED IN AGONY MORE THAN THE AVERAGE MAN AND HAVE BEEN CONTROLLED BY EMOTION MORE THAN CAN EVER B SAID IVE TRIED TO STOP IT IVE TRIED TO FREEZE IT DRY BUT AFTER ALL MY MASKING ITS ONLY BROUGHT MORE PAIN I HATE HOW SOME CAN BE HURT AND FEEL LITTLE PAIN THINGS THAT GOT ME THINKING CAN I EVER WAKE UP AND DO ANOTHER TOMORROW THE ONE WITH LITTLE FEELING IS SKIPPING AROUND LIKE NO TOMORROW IM SORRY FOR THE WAY THAT I AM CAUSE OF MY OVERLY ACTIVE HEART THAT LOVES BEYOND MY CONTROLL HAS ACTUALLY CAUSED MORE PAIN AND DAMAGE THAN GOOD ITS STRANGE HOW AN OVER ACTIVE EMOTION AND LOVE THAT HAS NO END CAN END UP DESTROYING YOU AND EVERYONE IN EVERYPLACE U EVER BEEN IVE COME TO FIND OUT THO AS I SIT HERE PONDERING ALL IVE KNOWN THAT MAYBE MY FAULT IN FACT IS THIS AND THIS ALONE I THINK THAT JUST MAYBE INSTEAD IF ID BEEN ALOT MORE PICKY AND CHOOSY TO WHOM I LET INTO MY LIFE ID MIGHT HAVE HAD AN OUTCOME MUCH DIFFERENT AND MAYBE A LITTLE NICE I LET THE WRONG ONES IN THINKING MY LOVE WOULD CHANGE THEM AND PUSHED OUT POSSIBLE RIGHT ONES FOR THINKING THE TO NICE THEY HAVE A PROBLEM AND THEY JUST AINT RIGHT I BELIEVED A LIAR AND SPIT ON AN HONEST MAN CAUSE I TRUSTED SOMEONE WHO SHOWED ME THIER WORST CAUSE I KNEW IT WAS NOT JUST A SHOW IM REGRETING MY LIFES ENTIRE DECISIONS BUT FORGETTING THE END OF LIFES MAIN BIG REASON ITS NOT WHAT U DID OR DIDNT DO ITS NOT THE GOOD OR BAD U CHOOSE IN LIFE OR THE MISTAKES U REDO ITS NOT WHO U LOVED OR HOW MUCH OR THE MONEY U MADE OR BROKE AS A JOKE U ALWAYS HAD TO SAY ITS WHAT U LEARN AND THE WAY U VIEW IT AND WHAT U CAN SHARE WITH EACHOTHER TO WARN AND DETOUR ITS NOT ABOUT OUR MISTAKES AND HOW BAD WE DESTROY OUR LIFE ITS ALL ABOUT TEACHING AND HELPING ANOTHER TO DODGE THE SINK HOLE OR QUICKSAND U SPENT HOURS IN AND FOUND A WAY OUT ITS TIME WE STOP HIDING OUR FAULTS AND HIDING BEHIND SHAME CAUSE REGARDLESS IF WHETHER OR NOT U SHARE THEM YOU KNOW IT ALL EXSITS WHEN YOUR HEAD HITS THAT PILLOW SO INSTEAD OF WALKING AROUND PRETENDING YOUR NOT AS BAD AS I HAVE BEEN AT SERTAIN TIMES IN MY LIFE BE HONEST AND OPEN AND SHARE YOUR STORYS OF BAD UGLY AND SHAME AND JOIN THE REST OF MANKIND IN WE ALL FUCK UP AND THEN JUSTIFY IT SOMEHOW MAYBE IF WE WAS HONEST AND LAYED OUR PRIDE TO THE SIDE AND SPOKE OUT AND LET OUR EMOTIONS B OPEN WIDE AND SHARE HOW LIFE IS UNKIND INDEED AND WE HAVE ALL PICKED THE ROAD OF STUPID OR FUCK IT OR JUST PLAIN MAD FOR WHATEVER THE REASON WE ALL ARE STILL HEADED TO DOOM CAUSE STILL TO MANY HUSH UP WITH THE SIN IN THERE LIVES AND SHOVE IT IN CLOSETS PRAYING TO GOD ITS ALWAYS UNFINDABLE BY SHERLOCK AND HOLMES LET MAKE THE NEXT GENERATION SEE THAT HOLE IN THE ROAD BEFORE THEY JUMP IN I KNOW SOME ARE STUBBORN AND HAVE TO LEARN ON THERE OWN BUT A FEW WOULD APPREICIATE THE WARNING SIGN AND A DONT FOLLOW THAT ROAD BUT NOT JUST A WARNING BUT A HONEST RECALL OF A DEFINATE REASON U KNOW THE BUMBS IN THE ROAD IVE BEEN BRUTELY HONEST WITH ALL OF MY KIDS IM SURE THEY THINK IM AWFUL AND I SHAME THEM FAR WITHIN BUT IM HOPING AND PRAYING WITH ALL THAT I HAVE LEFT THAT ALL MY MISTAKES MISFORTUNES AND MISHAPES IVE TOLD THEM IN GORY DETAIL WILL SOMEHOW SIDE STEP THEM FROM THE PIT I FELL IN IM HAPPY TO SAY IN ALL MY HORRIFIC BAD LUCK AND DECISIONS LIFE HAS THROWN ME A REWARD AND A BREAK I FINALLY HAVE SOMEBODY MY HEART CAN LOVE LIKE CRAZY WITHOUT THE FEAR OF IT KILLING ME WITH EVERY BEAT IM HAPPY TO SAY IM HAPPY HERE TODAY BUT STILL LOOKING FOR THAT DEER TO RUN IN FRONT OF MY CAR OF LIFE ANYDAY IVE TOLD U MY STORY AND PROBLEY MADE LITTLE SENCE BUT BEG STEAL OR BORROW ITS ALL THE SAME TOMMOROW YES MY MIND IS SCARY AND NOT VERY CLEAR IT IS PROBLEY VERY DERANGED AND MENTALLY TWISTED AND CONFUSING AS HELL BUT JUST THINK THIS IS WHERE I LIVE FROM MORNING TO NIGHT BUT LET ME ASSURE U IM HARMLESS AS CAN B AND AM MORE GIVING AND LOVING THAN YOUR NORMAL NEXT DOOR AVERAGE AND FEEL OTHERS PAIN SO YES IM TWISTED AND CRAZY AND MENTALLY DERANGED BUT I PROMISE IF U WAS HURTING OR IN TROUBLE U WOULD HOPE SOMEONE LIKE ME WOULD DRIVE DOWN YOUR STREET IM THE ONE WHO STOPS TO HELP A BROKE DOWN SOUL AND GIVE THEM WHAT I HAVE TO GIVE THEM A BETTER DAY THE NORMAL AND STRAIGHT THINKERS WOULD PASS BY YOUR WAY CAUSE THEY NO NOTHING OF SUFFER OR PAIN SORRY I WAS BORED AND SHOWED YOU MY BRAIN MY THINKING YES SCARY BUT MY HEART FOREVER LARGE to much to tell and muc...(read more)