Polly Heinkel

Preble Shawnee High School

Class of 1997

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Polly Heinkel - Class of 1997 - Preble Shawnee High School

First Name	Polly
Last Name	Heinkel
Graduation Year	Class of 1997
Gender	Female
Hometown	Camden, Ohio
Relationship Status	Single
About Me	Here's me standing alone surviving with the world at my finger tips... I sit here feelng all alone as the tears well up in my eyes. I begin to cry and I can hardly breathe and it makes me hurt inside. This emptiness I feel there are not enough tears to fill. I feel split in two between the past and the future while in the present there is so much pain. I have to remind myself to breathe while inside I ask why? Why did you have to go and leave me here alone? I need to know that you are safe and that one day we will be together again within a realm where no one will ever take us apart again. I miss you and want you back but one day with hope and faith we will return to each others presence and then this void will be filled with you again. Things in life are a lot more complicated then they appear. You think one thing is true and then something happens. Then you discover what you thought was truth in you was not it was the masking of otherness/loneliness. However, I am really beginning to believe the old adage that we are born alone and we die alone. I mean it is a universal truth but i thought the times in the middle you would have something that made you feel alive...Well at least more than usual...Something that would make you feel exhilarated, maybe one day that will happen but until then this is me surviving. Life is too short for Bull Shit.. I miss my dad... Looking towards the future, and Learning from the past... I am not sure how things happen anymore but hey if we knew it would take all of the mysteries out of life... What makes one person better than another....NOTHING!!!! And as soon a Society REALIZES this than we can become one and heal and bridge our differences!!!!! Have you ever thought how you are alone. That even with the friends and family that are around you that you could scream at the top of your lungs and no one would hear you and when they do hear you it is not to really listen. It's like your standing in a crowded room yet somehow you are completely invisible. You feel unworthy or unwanted by everyone and everything. Just think about it and how this feeling can overtake ...(read more)